I think I felt a lot more comfortable posting at my livejournal account. Because when I started being honest in my posts and talking about my life, I started to lock my posts so that only my friends could read them. It was a way of censoring and just having a chance to reflect. Anyone else who goes to it thinks I haven't posted in a year and that I write of only my fandom life.
I feel real hesitant now to even write anything, because there is no way of blocking this so I really don't know what to do about it. Part of me wants to stop writing here and start a new livejournal account. Paranoid, huh? Then I started reading someone's blog and it talked about how they go about writing in their journal and made me realized how stupid it would be for me to be constantly censoring myself. I have been wanting to write in this for days but I haven't cause I thought, oh no, what if X-person reads it or Y-person reads it. If anything, this is just going to be for me, and I doubt many people will actually read it. (And if you do, don't be a lurker, comment!) So I decided instead to just censor names of people in my stories... and here I go...
2 comments:
go sandra go sandra (haha, that sounds more like sophia than like me) -w
Yay, I'm finally reading. I need to catch up on posts on lj.
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